I went to talk to my starbucks manager. Its not really solved but i went up to her and i was just like “Can i talk to you?” and i asked her “Am i still working back here?” and she proceeded to tell me that the last time i worked i didn’t remember anything and when i work back at starbucks again she wants to take me for a whole week. But she has to talk to my manager who writes my schedule and my department manager too. And she was really busy supposedly that week so she told me that yes i was still working back there and when i work back there again she want to start all over. And that it would most likely be next week but the following week (which was supposed to be this week) that i would work back there.
But then i don’t work again until next friday and today my sister regina was saying what if i’m working at starbucks all week? And i was saying i doubt that cause my starbucks schedule is usually written with my regular schedule. But we went to work anyways to double check and nope i’m just off for a week for no reason. –_-.
On other news though. Yesterday was Halloween. I was kind of pissed off that it didn’t go as well as i wanted to. I mean i know not everything can’t be perfect in the world and all but i thought it would be funner… We were preparing for about… maybe 6 hours? Because we left the house at about 10 or 11 to pick up Cindy and Karen. (the girls i mentioned in my previous post) And we had to do some shopping so then when we got home it was about 1pm. We cleaned up the house and started making pasta and rice crispies treats. (which was my first time >_<) It was supposed to start 4pm. And we also had to babysit our nephews. One is 5 and 8. So my uncle Donut and cousin Sean come around 4. We’re still not ready. The other guys were supposed to be there already too but they were at this internet Cafe where one of them works. They always hang out there so i thought they were just there to be there like always.
And like Donut and Sean are just kind of hanging around doing their own thing. While all of us are so busy. I felt really bad because even though i wasn’t exactly the “host” of the party it was my house. And my sister regina is supposed to be hosting it is “getting ready “. I mean she was helping at first too. And then she had to get ready.
And while we were preparing stuff my nephews are such naughty kids. Like earlier that day i gave them coloring books and coloring pencils to keep them busy. And about an hour or two later they are running all over the house and pretending to beat each other up. I go look in our formal living room where they were sitting earlier coloring and the color pencils are all over the floor. Then i was at my limit cause i was already feeling bad and pissed off over Regina cause we were getting into arguments earlier that day too. So i just lost my temper and started yelling at my nephews.
I just went “Gohan, Ekin clean up the living room!” At first not so harsh. Then they started running away from me and that ticked me off even more. So i went around trying to catch them. My nephew Gohan is very very stubborn and he just kept saying “I didn’t make the mess though.” I just kept saying to him “I don’t care who made the mess, now clean up.” And again he repeated it “I didn’t make the mess. If i have to clean up then Asia (his older sister) has to clean up too.” I said to him “Asia wasn’t even sitting here. YOU and EKIN were sitting here and made THIS mess. Now CLEAN IT UP!” And anyone would know it takes a lot to get me pissed off in the first place so when i get mad its pretty scary.
Gohan just kept going “I didn’t make the mess though.” So i said “Fine. Whatever. Don’t clean up. Ekin, lets go clean up.” Asia and Gohan were watching as we cleaned up and i was just saying while cleaning up “You know this might be okay in your house to just leave a mess like this. But you know what? This isn’t you house. Its grandma and grandpas house.” After we finished and everything i went back to help Cindy and Karen and karen had to said to me “Are you okay? You looked like you were gonna kill someone” I just told her “Yeah i’m fine. Just everyone has their limit you know?”
So fast forward time. The other guys which is, Yanny, Kevin, Jim, Tom, Tony, and Victor didn’t show up until about 10pm. Truthfully i was pretty pissed because Tom had told me a couple days before that they would be at the party at about 4pm. Which is why i made the party start at 4pm. But i am glad they even showed even if it was late.
So its about 10pm. Everyone is already kind of tired. But we tell the guys to eat and some do some don’t. And we just sit around and talk. Soon it didn’t even feel like a party at all. Just another hangout night my brother usually has when hes home. And you can tell all the guys were super tired for i don’t know why. They were sorry they were late though. Tony works at Lan World which i kind of explained above. Its like an internet cafe and tournaments are held there for card games. (Yu Gi Oh, MAGIC, Pokemon) And they said “After all the tourneys were finished and everything ppl just wouldn’t leave.“ We asked them “Can’t you just kick them out?” They said “No cause technically they are still open till 10pm.”
Most of the rest of the night was just sitting around. Some people fell asleep as you can tell by my pictures on Facebook. I was also kind of sad that night because well, even though i want to give up on Yanny i can’t control my feelings and can’t help the feeling of wanting something more. Plus it doesn’t really help that he looked really… nice? hot? And i haven’t seen him since like August when he said i’m sure in a joking way but it still hurt “You’re one of the guys.” *sigh* whatever. GUYS SUCK!!
I’m done for the night. Will hopefully write more within the next week. Thank you for reading!
